Why I’m scared to leave Mallorca

It’s not a goodbye, it’s a “later”. Now I’m sitting here at Anima Beach – a beautiful café/restaurant/beach club right at the beach of Palma. I finished my marketing work for today and now it’s time to leave all cares behind and just BE. It’s my last day here in Palma – for now. Tomorrow I will be sitting in the plane back to Germany.

“Later.”

There have been so many times already where I said goodbye to Palma. Or actually “see you later.” But that’s the price I pay when I always travel and when I’m not fully settled here (yet). Each time I’m saying goodbye to a new (temporary) apartment, a current home, and goodbye to many many memories in my heart. This island is always so special. I just love love love the energy here.

Will I ever settle in Mallorca?

But somehow I haven’t yet committed myself to live here full-term and have my own place here. But I’m going with the flow. There are things that I’m looking forward to in Germany. My puppy Hailee for example.

And seeing my family again. And watching Dune Part Two in the cinema with my mom. Haha. (I’m literally SO excited!)

And I’m looking forward to a city trip in April… You can follow me on my journey on Instagram. There I will reveal the location. All I can say, it’s a BIG city. A world city. 

Despite there are things I can look forward to, I’m scared. Scared to leave the island. Why? If you have been here and experienced the magic of this Mediterranean island, you know that it is so special. 

I cannot really be put into words. You have to experience it. 

Here I am the best version of myself (in other cities that I love as well… but Germany… not 100%). Here I am feeling so energized, so happy. Each day I’m waking up with a good mood. I start singing and dancing immediately in the morning. My energy button is just switched on. Of course sunshine, bright blue sky, the ocean and palm trees contribute to this. The old town is so beautiful, the little streets and corners, everything is so photogenic. On top of that, I have so many beautiful memories here from the last years, especially from 2021. The BEST summer. (YET!!) 

And oh, I can’t forget to mention the synchronicities here. Palma is so magical. Signs, high vibes and magic everywhere. The amount of opportunities. Crazy. When your energy field is open, you attract all of these beautiful things. 

And that is a thing that I’m scared of a little. Waking up in Germany and being not THAT happy. (Of course I’m looking forward to be waken up by my dog Hailee.) But here, the energy is amazing. People walk through the streets, smiling. Whistling. Singing. They just have a good mood. (And not only because it’s they’re on holidays here – locals as well.) 

It’s important to stay in your own (high) energy

Of course we are responsible for our own energy. But living in a high vibe surrounding influences our energy as well. 

I know I will be back. And maybe I’m going to stay. (I still have the vision of having two home bases though, hihi). But right now I don’t know when I will be back. Probably in summer. And I know that in the meantime can happen SO much magic. I can find magic anywhere. 

I can find magic anywhere. 

Right now I’m still sitting here on my chair with the view of the ocean in front of me. Chilled beach club music in the background. The mountains in the back. The Cathedral to my right. Right now, there’s an airplane on my left side. Taking off. Tomorrow I will be sitting up there. And maybe there will be a girl in my chair, thinking about exactly my thoughts. 

New adventures are awaiting me. 

When I repeat the words “I am always at the right time in the right place, doing the right things”, my heart feels much lighter. 

So repeat with me.

“I am always at the right time 
in the right place
doing the right things.”

And another time.

“I am always at the right time 
in the right place
doing the right things.”

It’s time to shift our energy. What we focus on, grows. So let’s focus on love, peace, magic and ease. 

New adventures are awaiting me. 

See you soon, Palma. 

Logo-Sabrina

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